Complete

Let's synthesize all we can't have and claim that we do

We know they can't tell, we'll pretend neither can you

We play a zero-sum game, you and I

Except I refuse to lose, and you refuse to die

So let's silence me and give contentment a chance

And take a breath out of this pernicious trance

Let's casually sincerely thank god for our next breath

Even if we stay guilt stricken for them all till death