Complete

Let's synthesize all we can't have and claim that we do

We know they can't tell, we'll pretend neither can you

We play a zero-sum game, you and I

Except I refuse to lose, and you refuse to die

So let's silence me and give contentment a chance

And take a breath out of this pernicious trance

Let's casually sincerely thank god for our next breath

Even if we stay guilt stricken for them all till death

Fallen

Don't you just love the teenagers who bash the heart with every cliché they can come across just to be different? Say hello to the 18 year old me. Have a good laugh.

And I don't seem to understand

Why I still hang onto this thin strand

Of hope that merely drowns me deeper

In this sea that leads me nowhere

I'm drowning...I'm breaking...

Falling from the blood drenched cloud nine

I'm bleeding just to see you alive

I'm fighting a fight I know I've lost

Thrown behind the lines I once crossed

I'm fading in the mist of the morning

I'm drowning in the rainy tears of heaven

Sinking in the deep placid sea

I bleed for you and me

And I'm falling...and I'm hurting...

Fading away into lost memories...

Losing myself in my surreal dreams

And I can't seem to accept this end

I'm broken but I still pretend

Clinging onto my recurring dream

Where you reach out just to leave me

Now I've fallen and I am broken

There's no more hurting, no more bleeding

I see some hope, and within you remain

Once I'm dead, you'll be close again

You're too far...you're too far...